The 3S (Every Street has one Snitch and one Snake)

I hate this place but love people over there, so it is all good

Every day is a new day of fun, it’s all good

That’s where I met my man dan, the coolest guy ever – still good

Also THE MESSIE, when I was fucked up, he was the one who offered me a little help – still good

But you know what they say, good things don’t last forever

That’s when the snitch stepped into the game

It took me a week to find him out, but whatever

A snitch is a bitch and I was  not scared

So I keep doing my thing, having fun

Over there we got J, the flyest girl

First time I met her, that’s what I said “this is Jackie, Spanish version”

I still don’t know why I thought she was Spanish, maybe she is, maybe not – but whatever

She is cool and we became friends, it’s all good

I even taught her some French words, she liked it – still good

Dan wanted siria, I wanted J – we both laughed about it – still good

So good I forgot the codes of streets, the 3s

If that place is the street, I got the snitch – obviously the snake is coming

He finally made it. First time I didn’t think about it

I looked at THE MESSIE, he looked so confused

But he is a brave man, next day he was acting like nothing happened

Then I said to myself “maybe that was just my imagination, go ahead and keep having fun”

Dan was the coolest, obviously he would be the first to get chopped

And that happened, I should confess I saw it coming

The same night THE MESSIE got chopped too

Damn … let me take a break

I went home that night so confused, scared

Asking myself what to do, what’s gonna happen to me

He was my protector, the guy who got my back

Now he is gone, I am all by myself

What to do? My brain’s racing

Thousand questions but no answer

I can’t sleep, I can’t dream

I am having nightmares awake

-          Aight I got this, aight -

Next day I made it back to the street

Tired as fuck, mentally and physically

Stay quiet the whole day, you know how I am

The snitch and the snake were having fun

Laughing and singing

That shit got me more confused

J came close to me, asked if I am doing good

I said, I am aight, just little bit tired

The snitch ain’t like my attitude, then he went against me

-          STOP – don’t ever come to me when  I am quiet. It is like take a lion’s food when he is eating

Then I grabbed a cutter, went to him. Pushed him, he pushed me back. Fuck it, I was hoping he would punch me then I could cut his head off.  Damn bitch ass, but the good thing he learnt the lesson. That nigga Gerald is crazy, now he just stay away of my road. It is all good.

I went home that night more confused, completely lost

I made so many sacrifices to get at this point

My brain’s racing again – what to do?

I almost killed a motherfucker, my anger is back

I need to put myself together before I made my mother cry

She only have one hope, which is me

I went to bed, but couldn’t sleep

Next day I left the house, went to harbor point, you know how I feel about this place

My Buddha place

It is Christmas day , so I called my mother to see what’s new

She told me everything was good

I told her same here

You know how it works, lie to the one you love just to put smile on her face

Then I took the train, went to Somerville

I needed to talk to someone, that’s why I thought about Dorra

But she is not around, she went home back in Africa

So I walked around for hours, trying to put everything in order

Damn

this life is crazy

I didn’t eat all day, it is almost 8pm

I went back home but I hated it

All my roommates left the house, it is just me

Who to talk to? Nobody

I went on facebook and that’s where J sent me an email

She said “Happy Christmas day”. It made me happy

I let her know and apologized for what happened

I was scared that now she would hate me after she witnessed the fight

But apparently no

I stayed in my room, all alone – started talking to myself

“you need to fight back. Remember what happened when you were in Saint Cloud? Trying to be nice and let people walk on your feet? How did it end up? They all fucked you up, disrespected you. You can’t let this happen again. You got to do something about it. Damn G, you’re from the streets before your dad saved you. Show them what Ali taught you. ”

Then I put myself in defensive position

No love in my heart, I am ready for this fight

Selfish, arrogant

The whole world means shit to me

But life is full of surprises

I made it back to the street, ready to eat my enemy’s head

But THE MESSIE is back too

I swear to GOD it made me happy, but too late my heart was already full of revenge

And that’s when the fun started

The snitch and the snake teamed up

I am the one to assassinate, they destroyed my name

I had to fight back, I lost a lot but still on my two feet

I found out that the snitch is a junkie

He owed cocaine money to other people

Then I made my move, put the inside in my pocket

Really didn’t care about the ones on the other side

Now I only have two enemies close to me

The snake and the snitch

They switched their plans and decided to assassinate THE MESSIE

They got him, they got me

In the meantime, I think J no longer like me

Maybe the snitch fucked me over while talking shits about me

Or maybe she didn’t just like the new me

I don’t know

She got something from me

I asked it back she said no

Remember? I am in defensive mood

So I fought back

She hated it, gave me my shit and said “it is over”

That night I smiled and she added “no I am serious, it is over. Don’t ever talk to me again”

I guess she got it wrong cause that’s what I was thinking through that smile “whatever Bit… this is Boston, there are thousand girls like you. You’re not Jackie so I can’t run after you.”

I went home that night, smoked a blunt

Felt good about it, made it to maverick – spent time with my Latinos locos

Now it is time to save THE MESSIE ass

They asked me to let them explode the snake head and made it look like a bad robbery

I don’t know, I need to think through it

What I said before? Life is full of surprises

Now J started fighting me

Silence treatment, I hated it

Funny, the more she was doing that shit, the more I started liking her

What to do?

I can’t run after two problems

I had to choose

I thought through it – THE MESSIE is a big man, he can save himself – I don’t really want to lose J

Then I started trying to fix what I broke. J is a strong head girl

She wouldn’t listen to me

I thought I should tell her the truth, but women are crazy

They fear the truth

I gave her a small part of the story, well she just hated me more

Damn, I can’t see clear

After the silence treatment, she went on the second phase

“I got all you need, but you won’t have it. You stupid ass.”

Started flirting with a punk right in front me, what the fuck

This shit started killing me

I need to control myself before I kill this punk

Put myself together and be man about it

Now I am allowing her to shit on me

And I can tell you she went hard on this

It is all good, as long as she come back to me

Well, I never thought that shit would last forever

Then I thought that dan might help, they’re friends

She would maybe listen to him

But my man dan let me down, he no longer lives here

Damn – THE MESSIE got chopped again, and this time for good

I spent so much time running after J, I didn’t see that coming

Now I am mad her, time for me to get rid of her

I don’t care anymore about the consequences

We got into a fight after I got drunk

I said all the shits I held inside

But I guess she didn’t care, whatever

Pull over, pull over

The snake and the snitch coming after me

The know they got me this time

I am done, I can feel it

What to do? I don’t know …

-          Aight I got this -

I stepped back and observed

The snake want to get rid of the snitch

He wanted to have the throne for his own

Big mistake

That’s where I moved forward, secured my position

Came back and protected the snitch ass

I knew that sooner or later, I will get rid of him – he is a bitch

Damn

life is full of surprises again

The snake head just got chopped

I finally understood that I ended up their careers the night of the fight

He came to me and asked me to let him take care of the snitch

I say “aight go ahead and have fun”

He looked at me and said “you are a motherfucker”

I said “No. I am OG, original gangster. I went blaw – tell me how you like me now”

He said before I left, let me buy you a drink

I said “aight, I got you man”

The snake is gone, he got the snitch and the whole crew fucked up

I am the only one who survived

Damn – let me take a deep breath

Then I went back and talked to J

Tried to explain the whole thing

But she never listened to me

Silence is her best arm

Talk to her is like talk to a wall

You only get a feedback after you break it

But I was tired of saying shits

It always hurt me back, so I let it go

Now I miss her every time I breathe

Feel bad about the words I said

And everything that happened

It is still all good – cause life goes on ….

And full of surprises

This is my story and I am sticking to it